So... I have sort of been super absent on DA for a while. I miss the community a lot D:

So I wanted to journal to let you know that I'm still alive. I'm currently on [link].... Been watching a lot of videos on transgendered people lately...

So. About me. My name is Sachairi (Sa-ka-ree)I am 23 years old (I think... that sounds about right, anyways...) I live in southern NB, Canada, in a small touristy town of around 500 people.

Yeah. Pretty dull. Ummm. I'm 5'3", 94 lbs (or in Canadian/British measuring about 156 cm tall roughly 42 kilos.) I have brown hair and brown eyes, pretty plain to look at, I guess. I'm often compared to rabbits and hamsters and other little animals that have big cheeks. TBH, it hurts my feelings.

I like music, drawing, and I enjoy the gym. I am living with my boyfriend, and we have been living together since.... oh, October, I think? I dunno. Looking back on it, I moved in WAY too early but it worked out really well so no use worrying about it now.

I have a cat named Daiquiri who is now 20lbs. He still does the suckling thing. He was named after the alcoholic drink. I also have a cat named Pagan who belongs to me boyfriend. I don't like his cat because she insists on throwing up all over the house. I'm pretty sure she might have bulimia or something.

What else? As of right now, and for a while really, I've really been feeling that I've been wasting my life. Still feel like everybody is on the right track except for me. I've been pretty stressed, and don't have anybody to talk to about it. I think that is why I lost so much weight in the first place. (Although I have to admit, I like being underweight) Makes me feel better about myself.

Let's see... oh yes. I like elves and dragons and fairies and princesses. My step sister Rebecca is engaged to this Yusef guy from Dubai and he seems really nice. I'm kinda jealous. Dubai is in the United Arab Emirates, which is JUST SOUTH of Saudi Arabia. They're more advanced with women's rights and whatever whatever than SA, but still with a lot of the same culture. I would love for a chance to go over there. He's applying for a job in an airline place in Toronto so they can be closer. He's coming back to Canada next month, so hopefully I can get to meet him then. I might need to trick Joseph (my boyfriend) into letting me go up to Moncton to meet him.

Fun fact for you: Joseph and Yusef are actually the same name. Most of you forget that the Arabs don't like to pronouce the hard 'J' at the beginning. Me and my sister are going to bring in the same name! haha

Anyways. I'm really hoping to be able to post something soon. I've actually got some drawings that I'm pretty proud of.

Just wanted to rant/ share whatever. Get like that sometimes. I really need to invest in a diary or something.